I’m in trouble!!!

Ok I've been walking for a few weeks now. At first it was hard but i must admit it has gotten easier. I fear the damage has been done though.
I went to the doctor… i'm 273lbs!!! my pressure is wayyy too high 162/111. She decided to UP my pressure medicine and also gave me heart pills?!?!? I'm like what the fuck!!!!!!!

I went to the pharmacy to pick up the medicine $2,400 JA dollars ($1JA=$66 US). No wonder she even gave me a National health card to fill out so i can get my medication at a reduced rate.
Man something's got to change.. and it seems litk it has to be drastic for right now. I think he pressure was/is so high i basically slept the whole day.

Why am I playing around with this shit?! I know what high BP can do.. and yes i'm scared but it seems to not really phase me to much.